kay im gonna rant so just ignore this, read this, whatever.
i fricking give up. crying myself to sleep and waking up in the middle of the night only to cry some more? what the fuck is this. i give up. there is no fucking point in trying anymore because it’s fucking stupid to have this much hope. there is no point. absolutely fucking none. excuse me for being a bitch but i think i have some right to do so. i cant even fucking cry anymore because it hurts so damn much, i cant feel anything. and it fucking sucks. so thanks for fucking leaving when i feel the most alone and thanks for making me feel terrible.